LONELINESS

me the story of a little dead girl who lived

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Incomplete



Hysteric by YYY


No Longer No Longer
What You Ask
Strange Steps
Heels Turned Black
The cinders the cinders
They light the path
Of these strange steps
Take us back take us back


Flow sweetly hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me
Flow sweetly hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me

Oh oh aaayyy
Oh oh ayyee
Hysteric
Oh oh aaayyy
Oh oh ayeee
Hysterical


No wonder no wonder,
Other half, strange steps
Heels turned black.
The cinders they splinter
And light the path
These strange steps
Trace us back trace us back

Flow sweetly hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me
Flow sweetly hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me

Hysteric
Hysteric
Hysteric
Hysteric
Hysteric
Hysterical.

Cyanide made me HAPPY!!!

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
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Glad that some Cyanide was able to make me smile today... Hopefully I can find more smiles soon.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Silence


When I think about you, sometimes I wake up crying. .. and I cant remember if I miss you or if I am afraid of you... and that scares me.

Don't know who said it first. So, I'm guessing anonymous.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

IM - Drive away my heart

Lyrics to Drive Away My Heart :
Fear is no longer in time
Fear is no longer hanging around
You should capture my view
Cause I dont wan't nothing else but you

You can treat me like you please
Baby it's okay with me
Leave me bleeding on the floor
From my heart
From my hearts core

Oh drive away my heart tonight
Cause it is no longer mine
Oh drive away my heart tonight
cause its no longer mine

I wanna give you love
I wanna show you love
And so love will be my grave
Love will be my grave


Oh drive away my heart tonight
You see it is no longer mine
Oh drive away my heart tonight
Cause its no longer mine

Oh drive away my heart tonight
You see it is no longer mine
Oh drive away my heart tonight
Cause its no longer mine

It's no longer mine

It's no longer, mine


It does make me melancholic knowing that I don't have a heart anymore. I have a passion for my work, for my school, for learning and the small things; like viewing parasaillers in the horizon, and sunsets that make the sky look upside down, but I don't have a heart any more. No blood to give to this world. It has been drained, beat and taken away. The only person that can give it back won't or can't find it in him to give me a little wiggle room. All I can do is learn to live without it.